Dive into work, Drive the other way

I have to be at school at 10 am filming for RENT tomorrow.
(I feel really cool saying that)
For those of you who dont know, a reel is projected of the cast at the end of the show.

So.
That is what we are filming.


I realized it opens in less than 2 weeks.

uhm


Guess who needs to memorize her shish.


Jeepers.


This show has been really crazy for me.
Because i have to learn ensemble part....and MIMI's part

In all honesty, i have devoted all of my efforts to mimi, because i figured it doesnt matter if i scwander in a huge group.


You know in high school when year books were released, and you think to yourself "Its the end of the year?...i just learned the names of half of my class mates"

Its come so fast i dont even have time to be sad its almost over...or relieved

The process has been much different then forum.

Its been much harder and much more dramatic.

But now we are getting into the fun stuff so Im really enjoying it.


I had to request off like 2-3 weeks of work for the show because the way RENT and school worked out, there literally is no time when i am available to work.
Im not too worried tho, because when i do find time, i can try and pick up shifts.


Sometimes i get really over whelmed about my life and then i remember its really easy and i can be anything i want to be.






Me and Nate have been watching horders.

It leggit made me clean my entire house and donate 2 baskets of my clothes.


Also, i dont eat while I watch that show.


So its good all around.




THINGS ARE GOIN WELL.


LOVE YOU

Thatswhyyoumad.

The morning star maple sausage patties are THE FRICKEN BOMB.


You know how hard it is to eat healthy when you are in school AND a show.

I spend all of my time at MCC.

Leggit.

Monday, I will be there for 12 hours.


eye yi yooo


I have had some complaints about my lack of blogging.

Lemme tell you the highlights of my life lately.


The other day josh and i went to pei-wei .
I dont drink soda (try very hard not to-at least) and so i ordered a water, Josh however got a fountain drink.

For those of you who dont know....
Pei-Wei has THE ALL TIME COOLEST soda machine.


Its just one little stand, with one little nozel- but a thousand options.

They have  strawbery,cherry,vanilla,orange,grape,mago , flavors of leggit everryyyyyyy drinkkkkkkk.
Dr pepper, fanta,powerade,mello yellow,rootbeer,coke, sprite, lemonade
DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED.


I CAN NOT HANDLE IT.


My favorite out of the machine is RASPBERRY fanta.
Why?

Because it tastes like an Italina Cream Soda.



So i make Josh get that one, by persuading him its the best (I have been to the machine before....so,i am a pro)

So he gets it and we go and sit down and I take a drink.
And its like a crack addict in a sketchy worn down drug house.


I feel at home.


I can not stop drinking his drink.


Now, the water cups and the soda cups look the exact same, and its not like they have someone hovering over the drinks to make sure you are honerable in your drink choice.


But i can  not bring myself to put soda in my water cup.

I do however drink all the soda I can fit in my body out of Josh's cup.


I considered just going and paying for a soda, so i could have my own cup.

But.


I didnt.


It was silly.


But....sometimes.....I consider driving to Dana Park just to drink that soda.



mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.




So that is honestly the most exciting thing that has happened recently.


Wanna see what I made Josh for Valentines day ?


I will show you.

I copied the idea from Rachel Red. <3



V-Day was pretty sweet.
Me Josh Taylor and Nathan made dinner and ate it and then watch cyber bully.
Because i could not find The Notebook.
However.
We will DEFINITELY be watching it in the near future.


Cyber bully is way lame.
Because the girl is just super dumb the whole time .
But i guess some people in real life are that dumb and need to see it too.



Hmmm what else.


RENT is chuggin along.


Im at the point where Im getting really ..... sick of it, just cuz we are getting yelled at all the time.


I LOVE BEING IN SHOWS.
AND YOU SHOULD COME SEE ME IN A SHOW.


Here is a link if you wanna buy tickets to MY night, MARCH 8TH.
https://www.ezticketlive.com/checkout/event_view.asp?id=37



There is cussing and aids and homosexuality and scantily clad women and simulated sex scenes and a butt.


So.


: )



I am cleaning my room, because my gramma will be here on monday.


So that should be a good time.

She really likes to play just dance.

Im sure she will be ecstatic that we have all 3.


Well , im going to go clean now.


Bye friend!

I dont wanna show off no more.

It I am currently laying in bed writing this

Menstrution is hard.

Along with spelling.

I feel like men will never understand.

Which would never bother me EXCEPT when I'm on my period.

Like,"What? You can read my mind? You are worthless !"

  

It didn't used to be so hard. As you grow,so does your uterus and its hatred for the body that encompasses it. (I SPELLED THAT WORD ON MY OWN)

Girls have such an awful reputation for being so crazy.

It's honestly no fault of our own.

And I'm sure we could explain it.

But we wont. Cuz it would just make us seem more crazy.




And then there is this whole " period taboo"

Like Jeepers get over it.

This is the continuation of life here , people!

There is a reason God gave girls all the awful hard stuff, cuz they were the ones who could handle it.

What do women have to do?

•  Cook ,clean, be near death for 7 days each month, birth a bowling ball out of a hole the size of a nostril, and listen to men's easy ass problems,and offer solutions.
• (along with everything else a man does:school,work,interpersonal relations)

What do men have to do?

• make money and pretend to listen to women.

Reasons Britanee wants to be a guy:

• No make up/hair style in the morning( but let's be honest,I don't)

• No drama (girls,just shut up and stop acting amazed that you arnt the only one who talk crap)

PAUSE:

Girls talk SO MUCH TRASH and then act like someone just killed their entire family when they learn someone else is talking about them.

You reap what you sow.

Of course your friends are gonna talk crap about you. Is the sky blue,are you really stupid and easy ? The answer to all of this is yes.

UNPAUSE

• No period

• No child birth

• No psycho mood swings ( even tho...I have known some guys who.......come on)

• And it would be so easy to get a mate.

Girls are the easiest thing in the world to court.

Just listen and make them feel safe.

Cuz most girls are so messed up by the jillions of potential humans floating through their blood That they can't make a healthy decission.



but trying to get a man?

sheesh.


dont even get me started.


( i am madly in love with my boyfriend. side note.)
I'm so sleepy.

And not looking forward to 30 more years of this.

On the bright side periods are effective in making me relize I never want one of theese monsterous oocytes to grow into a full grown fetus.
Cuz if a microscopic pinhead cuases this much distruption....

And then boys are like " its all in your head , it doesn't hurt that bad"

You know what's gonna be all in your head in one second?
 Nothing.
 It will be on the side walk.




What is the point to this?

Girls are really awesome so be nice to them.

And men, stop thinking you are the coolest thing in the world. It makes sence your reproductive organs are outside of your body because otherwise your ego would have nowhere to fit.



I don't think that came out right.



and boys and girls have the same amount of ribs!

Can someone please explain this to me,is that like a biblical misconception?

That is the first question I am asking the missionaries tomorrow (they give us the lessons #findjesus)

And then I will explain this rant as the origin of my question and then I will tear apart the proclamation to the family, which,side note, thank you to the 450 charecter panphlet that sucessfully derailed  the hard earned women's equality progress of the last 700 years.

I had no idea women were expected to stay home with the kids after they birthed them while the husband went to work.

Thank you for that ground breaking idea, Mormon church.

I feel like this is off track .


And slightly offensive. But I don't mean it to be.

It's really late at night.

....morning.


And i have work tomorrow because i am trying to win employee of the month.


...but that is for another blog.



for now.


sleep.



and midol and chocolate, apparently.

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And we'll get lost together.

Ready for this ?
So for the last couple weeks I have been really psycho.

Its really annoying.

Im always really irritable and depressed and get really lonely, but then when i do see people, i just get irritable and don't want to be around people anymore.


ITS WEIRD I AM NOT A FAN.


Oh well.


Growing up is rough.

For a while, RENT was adding to it, because I felt really inferior and green (Thank you SMASH for that reference) and like everyone hated my guts.

But then my pal Reggie helped me with some songs and now I have some confidence and I am enjoying rehearsals.


So that's cool

Im doing well in school.

But its pretty boring.


But that could just be because I have a bad attitude lately.



LAME.


Also.

Pinterest wont load.


Which makes me want to drown little things.





SO BASICALLY MY LIFE IS REALLY HARD,OBVIOUSLY.



haha.

Wont this be nice to look back when im older and see how trivial my sad little problems were.



Somedays I just want to go to some academy angry dads send their sons to to fix them, so i can fix myself.


And get a really hot trophy wife.


And ruin all of my dads gay rights conversations.